Okay, so mainly this one is... once again... just an entry to try to get the current HUGE chainletter off my page.

So I don't really have much to say. Life goes on, sometimes good... sometimes crappy. Oh, and I suffer from frequent mood swings. I work my sucky retail job, come up and see who's won the Begin Transmission contest, and then I watch/draw/write something until calls. And then I go to sleep. Which is all pretty freakin great apart from the sucky job. So that needs to be my goal, right? Find some way to make nuff money doing something else. I mean, eight hours a day, right? Surely I can find *something* I can do for eight hours that can make me the pennies I'm making at work. Especially if I could manage something that wouldn't be taxed... then I'd be making *dollars*!!!! What a novelty.

I know, I shouldn't complain cuz I do have a job and all that. But on the other hand... I shouldn't be too goshdarn grateful either. Because if I am I'll keep working the stinking job until I'm not really even living anymore and my brain falls apart and I start reading celebrity magazines for entertainment. What I really need is some solid AMBITION. And some talent could go a ways, too. Like some real dreams or something too. I mean, beyond surviving. Like something really wild and stupid, right? I'm not going anywhere right now so I may as well shoot for the best. What do I have to lose, exactly? But all I can seem to do is bitch about this stuff. Talk isn't gonna get me anywhere (cuz I ain't that good a speaker ).